2010 was......

esok sudah tahun baru. nombor baru. semester baru. umur baru. ape lg yg baru? ouhh cuma orgnye masih same. aku masih lg jaja aisyah yg dulu. or maybe, jaja aisyah yg baru pn ape salahnye kn? baru as in berubah ke arah yg lebih baik. insyaAllah. azam baru pun aku dh tulis in previous post, so for this post i'm gonna write what i've been through in year 2010. seronok kah? sedih kah? atau bahagia kah?

awal tahun lg aku telah diuji dgn satu dugaan yg sgt hebat. i guess it is the worse one so far. a few days after aku start class bersamaan dgn 10 january, rumah family aku kt Sepri terbakar. it happened around 3 am. further explanations korg bleh refer kt post nie. nasib baik takde sape kt rumah ketika kejadian n nasib baik mlm tu instinct aku utk tak switched off phone so that mum could contact me. because a few nights bfore that, aku off phone time tido. apesal tah, aku pun lupa. mmg susah utk ktorg trime ape yg dh jd, but we believe everything happens for a reason.

sem january-april byk menduga aku. dikala aku nk ambik first final exam paper, ayh kandungku ditimpa kemalangan. mase tu tuhan je yg tau mcm mane prasaan aku. esk pg nk ambik exam, ayhku pulak tgh bertarung nyawa kt emergency room. time tu rase mcm nk nangis gila2. mak de pulak ckp keadaan ayh teruk gila. stiap hari aku ulang-alik ke hospital utk jenguk ayh. mmg tak cukup tido, penat sbb tgh exam lg. serious aku asyik tido je dlm dewan bila tgh jwb paper. fikiran pn kusut. badan aku kt dlm dewan, tp fikiran aku kt hospital sg.buloh. time tu aku berfikir, ahh klw failed pn takpe, aku bleh repeat balik. tp klw aku tak bersama ayh time2 mcm nie, klw jd ape2 kt dia bleh ke hidupkn dia balik? dhla slame ni aku rase aku tak pernah jlnkn tggungjwb aku sbg anak kpd ayh. aku jrg balik rumah dia. Allah itu Maha Berkuasa. doktor ckp ayh mungkin takkn hidup lame, tp Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat mu Ya Allah. ayh masih lg bertahan shingga skrg. smue org pn terkejut. mmg satu perubahan yg drastic. drpd koma beberapa hari, skrg sudah sihat. ayh seorg imam & ahli masjid. byk berdakwah dr satu tmpt ke satu tmpt. mungkin sbb ramai yg doakan ayh. terima kasih Ya Allah. betapa besarnye kebesaranMu menyembuhkan makhluk ciptaan Mu.

tiba pula saat result exam ku kluar. sblm check dh dpt teka yg aku maybe akn failed a few subjects. konon2 sblm check tu m'punyai attitude "ahh lantaklah nk failed pun". lpas check terus rase "ahhh byk pulak failed nye!". gila ahh, time tu rase mcm nk terjun dr jambatan je (terjun jmbtn cukupla, kurg2 masuk dlm sungai je). menangis jgkla aku. ambik mase beberapa hari jgk baru nk bgtau mak. mula2 dia mrh n kecewa jgk tp bila dia tau mcm mane keadaan aku time final exam hari tu, finally dia fhm n gave me some advices. jd aku memutuskn, utk clear kan dlu repeat papers then barula aku ambik subject part 5. means aku tmbh lg satu sem lah. alhamdulillah everything went well, CGPA pn naik. all i need to do is study harder for the part 5 subjects, which is, isnin nie la start nye. uwaaa takut  :(

ouhhh. tahun 2010 sempat jgkla aku bercinta skejap. bercinta ke? ntahla. kejap2 pun bila break off tu meraung jgkla aku. then aku terfikir, aku nie termakan sumpah ke ape? sbb dulu time break off dgn MM, aku pnah bersumpah la takkan ada bf smpai aku hbs study. erkkk. klw ye, padan muka diri sendiri. tapela, satu hari jodoh itu akn dtg juga. smue di tgn Dia. :)

rasenye tahun 2010 byk menduga aku dgn dugaan yg mcm2. kdg2 aku rase tabah, kdg2 aku rase lemah. ape yg aku nk, aku ingin memperbaiki diri dgn byk lg. aku mau naikkan smula pointer aku kepada yg normal. dulu tak normal skejap, skrg dh ok tp nk naik lg. hee. aku mau ubah diri aku sdikit demi sdikit. aku sgt childish. aku mau kurgkan kebudak-budakan itu. aku mau kurgkn main2. aku juga mau kurgkan berat bdn aku. haaa. mcm2 yg aku nk kurg n tmbhkn. smue tu aku nk buat di tahun 2011 ini. insyaAllah jika aku diberi peluang utk smue itu. ok sudah penat taip, nk tgk Safiq Rahim kt ch708. bila la Hot FM nk jemput Khairul Fahmi pulak kt konti? ok sudah mula mengarut. sorry elia, saje je gurau. jgn mrh. happy new year people, may 2011 brings us happiness and new story of our life. :D

p/s: esk balik shah alam. ouhh tidak............

new year's resolutions

ok lemme list down all my resolutions for year 2011. SO THAT, you readers will remind me if i happen to be forgetful suddenly and intend to ignore those resolutions. please please please if i'm starting to get drowning in my own life, remind me that i haven't achieved my resolutions yet. hee! alright, here are my resolutions for 2011. :)

• this one i never get to achieved it since the first time i had it. LOSING WEIGHT. gosh, i failed to lose my weight. i eat a lot, esp when i'm in stress. ok typical thing. therefore, i should try it once again beybeyh! gambatte kudasai to myself. LOL. 
• study harder! for sure i dont wanna do the same mistakes again. i'm enough of repeating some subjects in last semester. but Alhamdulillah everything is just ok now, i need to put more efforts towards my study. that's it. MORE EFFORTS!
• avoiding my bad habit. (ada laa)
• to be a better person. 
• errr to have a bf can hah? LOL. 

i think that't all for now. will be adding up some more if there's any new one across my mind. take care people! happy new year! :)

love, 

jaja aisyah <3

Kalau tak bukan cuti namenye. ;p

ok keje aku berjalan je skrg. this is what we call SEMESTER BREAKS yaww! hahaha. ptg td pegi PD. dlm pkl3 mcm tu la. dgn ezzah, adiknye effa, n ikien. smpai je PD cari2 dlu pantai yg best utk bermandi manda. tp aku tak mandi, sbb aku mmg jrg bermandi manda di laut. hehehh ada la sebabnye. rahsia! ok mula2 kitorg pegi blue lagoon. tak memuaskan. pegi pulak pantai poly. cantik tp takde public toilet/bathroom so mcm mane nk tuka baju nanti. then lalu2 kt pantai teluk kemang. kotor. euwww. teruskan perjalanan n finally we went to what ezzah suggested before. mandi pool dlu kt hotel mayangsari. hahaha. selamber gila beb, padahal tak tido situ pn. ok so mereka pn bermandi manda la kt dlm pool n aku juz bace novel kt tepi tu.

 perjalanan nk 'check-in' hotel. ;p

 Hotel Mayangsari

 photographer of the day. sbb aku tak join dorg mandi. huhu.

then mereka rase boring pulak, finally pegi ke pantai jgk akhirnye. bleh tahan cantik pantainye. dorg bg cadangan nk naik banana boat, aku hekottt je tp duk dlm boat la. aku kn tak mandi laut n tak bwk pulak baju spare. so duk dlm boat, tgkp gmbr dorg. syok jgk! nasib baik tak kne mabuk laut. hihi. lepas tu kitorg decide nk dinner kt mcD senawang, since kt PD takde mcD. gara2 nk mkn Prosperity Burger punye psl lah. terbaik!

 banana boat!

 kami di tgh lautan!

abg yg bwk boat. nasib baik friendly klw tak bosan duk dlm boat tu. haha.

so sampai senawang dlm pkl8.30 mlm. after mkn pegi pulak funfair kt blakang tuh. aku sgt tak adventurous,  so aku tgk je dorg naik benda alah Ali Baba tu. tp malangnye aku dipakse naik benda yg aku tak tau name dia. berpusing2 tinggi n senget. dayummmm. sumpah aku tak ok naik benda tu sampai aku tak menjerit pn. lpas tu terus rase mual n pening2. hambik. smue terdiam. hahaha. smpai rumah dlm pkl11 lebih. penat tp sgt seronok! :D

ezzah & me.

 ikien & effa

@ funfair. bersedia utk Ali Baba

Adam dan Hawa :)

another malay novel that i've just finished reading it. satu mlm tak tido sbb bace novel nie, furthermore it's  just 400 pages only to be compared with Kau Milikku yg ada dlm 700 pages. ok i know aku agk ketinggalan. sbb ini novel lama. kluar tahun 2006, since then tiap2 tahun dicetak lg. time skolah dlu dh prasan da psl novel nie tp tah cmne aku kurg berminat ckit. the story is just ok la. tp best lg Kau Milikku. sbb bila aku bace je, i feel like it really happens. crita Adam dan Hawa nie tak bwt aku di awang-awangan pn. kuang3. like i said before, aku kn suka berjiwang jimba. what to do la kan. huhu. next novel, tak taula nk bace ape. sbb adik bongsu aku yg rajin g pnjm kt mini library somewhere around our house. haa cmtula crita nye.

Sabhi Saddi's lomo outing at Melaka.

last sunday (12/12/10), ada lomography outing for Boy and his fans kt Melaka. tujuannye nk cari some pictures for his 2011 calendar. aku ada la tlg sikit2, cari org utk join. so pagi tu, aku bwk kwn aku ikien pegi skali. ezzah n bf dia fahmi gerak dr melaka je. abg aszuad jemput kt tol pedas, so we were in the car with abg aszuad, boy, and diana. arrived at melaka around 9.45 am. parked near the Jonker street and Sungai  Melaka. tggu2 org jap, then gerak lah ke Jonker Street utk shooting. the actress from Epilog Syurga Cinta, Fida Ibrahim also joined us. ada la lg Ajieb from Murai.com and a few other people. so, bermula lah sesi tgkp gmbr di sepanjang Jonker Street tu. for the first time i learned something about lomography. kinda interesting. we enjoyed our time by capturing lots of pictures, wpun sgt panas n aku pulak penat ckit sbb tak cukup tido, tp aku layankan je. huhu.

pretty diana :)

boy. muka tak cukup tido gak sbb dia ada Cosmopolitan Award mlm sblm tu. 

ok syok sendiri kjap.

sampai melaka da!

mereka 

 ikien!

 kak fida ;)

 boy, kak fida, ajieb

panas terik.

 diana, boy, abg aszuad.

aku lagi. heee -_-'

from Jonker Street, we went for lunch at Restaurant Ikan Bakar Malim. ezzah n fahmi tggu kt sane dh siap2. food kt sane not bad jgkla. should be ada lomography group dr Photo Crafts yg dtg join outing tu n jual lomo cam skali, but since dorg cancel last minute, aku recommend kn ezzah kt abg aszuad sbb ezzah pn ada bwt business jual lomo cam jgk. ape salahnye tlg kwn kn. n the best thing is, i got a lomo camera as a present! thanks abg aszuad, katenye tu sbg reward because aku dh byk support dorg. aku tlg n support pn dgn ikhlas, bcause i'm doing the things that i like and i enjoy what i did. at the same time, blehla aku pegi berjalan2. kannn? ;D


after had our lunch, we went straight to Botanical Garden. kak linda (the one who sponsored the outing) ajak kitorg pegi sane. best tmpt tu. naik buggy car masuk dlm hutan. sejuk! klw jog kt situ confirm kurus ah. the place is quite big, and peaceful. segala penat tak pk lgsg dh, the most important thing is we enjoyed being there. yes definitely. around 3.30 pm, boy, abg aszuad n diana kne gerak balik dlu bcause boy ada show kt Jom Heboh Bukit Jalil. then aku still lg stay kt sane, kitorg masuk hutan lg skali. kui3. seronok okayy. maybe sbb ramai kot. ;)

kak fida and me.

kami! aku, ikien, ezzah.

abg aszuad drives the buggy car

boy yg gedik, suka sgt cari pasal dgn aku. bila aku ugut nk mrajuk, takut pulak. katanye aku nie org kuat dia. hahaha bykla kau punye org kuat.

kemeriahan di dalam hutan. wawawaa.

smpai waktu minum ptg, pegi pulak minum kt tepi pantai puteri. mkn lagiiii....hahaha mkn je keje kitorg. bak kata kak Linda, kitorg kne mkn nnti abg aszuad bising sbb kak linda tak bg kitorg kenyang. best lah kak linda. aku mkn kuew teow tom yam yg pedas gila ok smpai merah2 bibir aku. tp hbs gak. hahahaha. pastu mkn ikan masak steam lg, ikan 3 rasa. mmg tak larat da nk jalan. perut penuh! b'tolak balik around 8 pm. aku dgn ikien tumpang satu van dgn kak fida n the others. smpai kt tol pedas pkl9 mlm. balik2 je mmg penat gila lah, pkl10 aku dh pengsan da smpaila tghari tadi. gila ahh. penat tp berbaloi! :D

 tempat kesukaan aku, pantai. the view was so beautiful esp during at this time.

suka sgt gmbr ktorg bertiga!

 p:s/ more pictures, kt fb la as usual. aku mls nk upload byk2 kt sini, internet connection mcm hampehhhh.

Kau Milikku :)

just finished reading this novel. itupun pinjam dr Fara last week. aku mmg suka bace novel2 melayu nie, since skolah menengah lg. sbb aku mmg suka berjiwang jimba and berangan2. hahaha. lepas dh habis baca tu mula la berangan nk bf mcm dlm novel tu la, nk love story mcm kt dlm novel tu la, nk life mcm kt dlm novel tu la. cetttt. berangan lebih la kan. ;p

so this novel is about a young fat girl Dizyan Farhana yg slalu kne buli oleh geng Faizal and the boys. mmg kaw2 dia kne buli la. sampai berdendam smue. tp dlm diam si Dizyan nie suka kt Faizal tu. then bila msg2 dh hbs blaja, scara kebetulan Dizyan nie keje pulak kt company Faizal. Faizal pn mula la nk bls dendam sbb time skolah2 dlu punye psl. tak psl2 Dizyan nie kne jd maid dia, then tak lame lpas tu dorg kne tgkp basah. demi m'jaga name baik family msg2, dorg kne kahwin. maka after that terjadila benda2 yg agk sweet bcause they hate each other but at the same time they are starting to love each other. but of course, halangan mesti la ada. standard ah kn novel melayu. hihihi.

after bace novel nie, aku cuma berharap yg aku akn punya satu love story yg sgt indah. so that it will be remembered till the end of time. family has started talking about my marriage. sbb ape? sbb aku cucu n anak sulung. dh lame rumah kitorg takde kenduri kawen. the last time was year 1998, my uncle's wedding. aku cuma mendengar n senyum je. lgpun calon pn takde lg, study pn tak hbs lg. i wanna have my own assets first. car, stable careers, enough pocket money for my parents. then bru bleh fikir smue2 tu. heeee.

p/s: dlm hati aku inginkan si dia jd peneman hidupku. but it is just impossible, i know.

my all time favourite :)

bila di tanye siapa favourite singer aku kt malaysia nie, aku sendiri tak bleh nk jwb siape. i dont have any specifics one. kalau lagu n suara dia sedap, aku suka la. but the truth is, i love the songs from 6ixth Sense. mmg kena dgn jiwa aku. ntahla bila dengar lagu2 dorg bleh buat mood aku 'semacam'. hahaha! maybe sbb vocalist dia si Adi Priyo tu org indonesia, so suara dia lain ckit dr suara org Malaysia nie. most of theirs song pun dorg yg buat. favourite songs from them; Hari Ini Dan Semalam, Tak Bisa Memilihmu, Khatimah Cinta, Tanpa, Sepi, Yang Sempurnakanku, and Menyesal. yg tu mmg terbaiklah! suka aku mendengarnye berulang2 kali. huhuhu. keep it up 6ixth Sense!