hanya mampu tersenyum :)

someone asked me in my formspring profile,

lebih kurg mcm nie la bunyinye, nk copy balik hilang pulak soalan tu. hampeh. bwt penat je aku jwb pnjg lebar. huhu.

"what do u feel when people talk bad things about u? i mean, how do u react?"

bila bace soalan tu, i didnt feel bad. i know there are some people love to talk bad about me. alahh, it's because i like to do whatever i want without thinking other people's reactions and the consequences. i know. :)

but somehow, just think that we cannot make people satisfy with what we have or do.

kau buat baik mcm mane pun, people will still talk bad about u even though u've done ur very best to look good in front of them.

i've experienced it la, org tu punyela baik dr pandangan mataku, but still ada je yg kutuk blkg2 dia.

ishh and lots more, malas mau ckp nnti kena kutuk plak. haha.

been living in this world for 21 years, i've been facing different people's character.

and more to come in upcoming years, insyaAllah if He still give me the opportunity to live.

pendek kata, itu dh lumrah manusia laa.

rambut sama hitam, hati lain2.

to those people who have been talking bad about me, cuba fikir korg rase ada tak org lain kutuk korg gak? ehh takde ke? btl ke nie. huhuhu.
lain kali before ckp bnda2 tak baik psl org lain, fikir dlu.
awak tu perfect sgt ke?
sy juga manusia biase, tak lari dr bwt salah.

hahaha. fikirkanla. ;)

p/s: sesungguhnya yg baik itu dtg dr Allah SWT, dan yg buruk itu dtg dr kita sendiri. have a nice day people :)

potong markah!

all this while, i prefer to go back to n9 by bus. it's because, kalau naik comuter mmg leceh. need to take rapid bus to KL central, then bersesak2 nk masuk train ke seremban. seat blm tentu lg dapat. kdg2 tu tak duduk lgsg, slim kaki akak! maunye 4 jam baru smpai rmh. if taking the bus, seat dh confirm2 dpt. satu jam je dh smpai rmh. tak payah nk penat2 berdiri sesak2 dgn org. but smlm otw nk balik shah alam, mmg hangin btl la. bleh plak bas tu rosak. then ikut jalan biase plak tu, tak ikut highway. nk elak jam punye psl. last2 ended up break down right in front of F1 Circuit. sabar jelah. asked my roomate, kak aina to pick me up there. it almost night, agk scary la jgk kot. haishhh. nasib baikla driver tu mintk maaf. takpe benda nk jadi bkn di plan pn. still, lepas nie akn naik bas jgk balik rmh. itu je cara yg plg sng nk balik. hopefully after this takde la lg jd benda2 mcm nie. it will just spoil my mood.

 

kasihan kami :(

litar F1, sepang

a very tiring weekend but yet meaningful

fuhhh. sgt penat ok. went back to TCJ (Taman Chembong Jaya, our new home) last thursday. sampai saje terus tak rehat. buat bunga telur kt rumah induk, sampai merah2 ibu jari akibat memintal tali so that tak bg telur tu terjatuh dr bunga. tak cukup dgn tu, balik rmh bwk bunga telur yg tak siap, smbung lg bwt depan tv dgn mak sambil tgk Benci Bilang Cinta. kerennn bangat! keesokannye pula (friday), bz utk kenduri arwah pada malamnye and masukkan bunga telur, cake, and buah dlm goodie bag for yesterday's kenduri. 

kusyuk buat bunga telur

 cantik! ada byk colour bunga telurnye. nie lah yg kitorg bwt satu mlm.

adam yg suka mngacau.

pakcik, induk's husband.

pelamin utk Undang Rembau Luak Rembau and wife. since pakngah is working with him, so t'pksela jemput.

mummy and her bunga telur. this time dh midnight rasenye.

 induk and pakcik are decorating the baby's swing for 'berindoi'

second sista

then yesterday, bgn agk lewat sbb penat and went to pakngah's kenduri (her daughter's cukur jambul) around 11 am with baju kurung. tak sampai sejam pakai baju kurung, balik rmh kejap tuka baju and pegi balik utk ambik contract basuh pinggan yg berlambak tu! perghh. w'pun dtg lmbt at least i helped sumthing in the kenduri. then ada la tlg bwt keje2 lain lg. tp mmg sgt penat. luckily rmh pakngah and induk dekat2 je. my house is next to pakteh's hz while induk's hz is next to pakngah's hz. and kitorg stay satu taman. meriahh ouhh. mcm best plak stay kt taman tu. everyday is like a family gathering. i wonder what will happen when we move out to kampung again after  the new house has been builded. mesti dh xseronok sgt kn? hmm.

 kenduri time! skejap je mcm nie, pastu serabai da pkai baju biase. cehhh.

eventhough penat, but i learn something new from the kenduri. tentang adat negeri sembilan. wpun kdg2 sy rase agak leceh but that's the uniquness of negeri sembilan. masih lg mengekalkn adat2 lame. "biar mati anak, jgn mati adat". itulah yg some n9 people still pegang until now. interesting. ;)