hey kau!

kepada org yg dengki sgt kt aku,

yg slalu sgt menconteng chatbox aku dgn kata2 kesat kau tu.

kau ingat kau bagus sgt nk ckp mcm tu??

mcm b**i tau tak.

knape kau dgki sgt hah??

ape yg kau cemburukan sgt kt aku nie??

sbb aku lawa??sbb aku pandai??

ouhh tidak same skali,

mungkin kau salah org kot.

aku nie biase je, nie yg tuhan dah bg kt aku.

aku trime je.

tak payah ar nk dgki kt aku, aku tak kacau pun hidup kau setan!!

missing my family

salam. last saturday, sy balik rembau. (nk kata balik rmh, blm buat lg). saje je nk bersama family t'syg. lgpn ketika kjadian yg menimpa kami hari tu, sy pulg sehari je. so, kali nie lah sy ambil kesempatan nk tebus balik.wpun skejap je dpt pulang, for me that is more than enough. nk balik hari jumaat, ada class ganti plak smpai pkl6 ptg. so, tghari sabtu itu sy tumpang classmate sy, aimi smpai ke nilai. then dari nilai naik komuter smpai seremban, dari seremban naik bas smpai pedas. fuhhh. berdikari btl sy time tu. almaklumlah, jrg sy balik rembau naik public transportation nie. huhu. lpas nie mcm bleh balik sane awal sikit, bcause i have no class on friday. nk balik hari khamis ptg after class pun boleyyy. huhuhu. best jgk timetable sem nie. (yeke??)

smpai je di bus stop pedas, mum ambik. then trus ke kmpung. dad n adik2 ada kt situ. halaman sudah dibersihkn. kosong. dh tak ada pape yg tggal. luas jgk laman rmh sy tu selepas bulldozer dh ratakan tanah, utk rumah baru nnti. (insyaAllah, same2 doa ye). duk kt situ for a few moment, then balik rmh pakcik sy kt rembau tu, yg family tgh stay skrg utk sementara waktu. quite tired at that time, but it's worth! spending our time with the family is soooo priceless. ehh sgt bestla! bahagia yg teramat!i could see that mum has recovered, she's getting better now. and sudah bleh trime kenyataan. tabah juga dia tu.

kbetulan dkt2 dgn rmh kitorg tu, ada rumah mesra rakyat gak. insyaAllah, rumah baru kitorg mcm nie la nnti. dh ckp awl2 kt mak da, nk master bedroom. melampau btl. huhu.

pandangan dari blkg. luas dowh. mum ckp, rmh yg baru tu bwt ke tengah ckit. sng nnti ada laman kt dpn boleh bwt khemah utk sy kawen. cettt! cepat btl fikir mase dpn mak sy tu. huhuhu.

haihhh, sedih sbnrnye tgk gmbr nie. kosong je tanah nie dah. dulu ada rumah, pokok2 bunga. skrg dh mcm padang jarak padang terkukur dah.

on saturday, sempat pula sy, mum and adik2 pegi seremban. nk m'beli brg kt avon. smentara ada duit nie, belilah. huhu. then pegi take away kfc family bucket. saje je blanje family, n jiran skali. our only neighbour, cik idah n family has been helping us a lot. tak terbalas budi mereka. mmg relationship kitorg sgt rapat, sbb jarak rmh kitorg dgn rmh yg lain2 agk jauh. bila family dh tggal kt rmh pakcik nie, sunyila dorg. hmm. around at 3.30 pm, sy pn b'agktla pulg ke shah alam. naik komuter ke kl central. ok la jgk sbb smpai2 je trus dpt train, then smpai kl central kne jalan kluar ckit nk naik rapid. elok je U80 kt tepi tu, mcm tgh tggu sy je. hahahhaha. best tp penat. nk balik lgla lepas nie. this weekend, sy balik pj. ada bday party cousin sy yg plg comeyl skali, farzanah. sy pggil dia bb, sumtimes muchi. klw nk tau, iklan streamix yg ada bunkface tu, dia ada skali la dlm tu. kecik2 dh pndai berlakon iklan. huhu. next week balik rembau plak, every weekend balik rmh mengada2 btl. bkn saje2 je nk balik, ada kenduri kahwin saudara n kwn sy. cant wait for next weekend. weeeee............~

mummy sayang! and the neighbour, cik idah.

bergambar before balik ke shah alam. nie lah adik2 sy, shafinaz, shafiqah and shaqira. jgn ditanye knape muka sy dgn dorg tak same. mls nk jwb.

sedang2 sy tgh sdap m'ambil gmbr kt dlm komuter utk m'hilangkn kebosanan tahap cipan, skali tu....alamak. potong seyhhh.

view dari dlm bas rapid pula. my point is, the sunset. cantik time ptg2 :)

tragedi 10 januari

sekelip mata saje nasib kitorg sekeluarga berubah apabila dikejutkn dgn kebakaran rumah kitorg lbh kurg pkl3.30 pg ahad. that time, i was in shah alam and my family was in puchong, my uncle's hz. tghari sbm tu, dorg dtg sini utk hantar lauk yg sy request dari kmpg. dorg b'mlm kt puchong sbb mum rindukn hidayah. then, around 3.40 am, mum called me. dia nangis. dlm tgh mamai tu, t'kejutla jgk sbb dgr dia nnges tu. she said, rumah kitorg t'bakar teruk n takde pape dh tggal. i asked her mane tau nie. dia bgtau jiran yg call. i was so blur at that time. terus bgn n kejutkn my roomate. krdt plak takde. g 7e jap beli topup dgn wawa, my hzmate. then my cousin called, she said she was going to pick me up. sy pn kemas2 jela ape yg patut but at the same time, sy nie bermimpi ke??sempat jgk berfikir, ada tak brg2 penting yg sy tggalkn kt rmh?rasenye takde. ye sgt pasti, smuenye sy bwk ke shah alam. cuma baju2 biase je yg tggal.

cousin jmput. mum n dad dh balik rembau dlu from puchong. smpai di pj, tidak dpt sy tidur sekejap sementara menunggu uwan dan lain2 bersiap. wpun mengantuk yg teramat sgt, perasaan sy risau sgt. memikirkn what would happen to my family after this??nk tggal kt mane? lots of things were in my mind. mcm tak pecaye betul. i kept questioning myself, am i dreaming?then around 7.30 am, sy bertolak ke rembau dgn papayong, ibu and uwan. itupun bg sy kami sudah lmbt, ptutnye awl lg dh kne b'tolak. i felt so guilty, i know mum really2 needed me that time. and i know she must be crying a lot that time. luckily papayong drive agk laju, so the journey that was supposed to be for an hour n a half, jadi lebih kurg 50 minit je.

Smpai saje di rumah, terkejut sy tgk rumah yg hampir 80% terbakar tu. sedih, smpai sy rase mcm xnk turun je dr kereta sbb xdpt nk thn perasaan nie. teruk btl rmh tu terbakar. tak tinggal ape2. terus sy m'dapatkn my mum. i hugged her tightly. and she cried. menitis jgk air mata sy. sebak. ramai jugk org kmpg yg dtg time tu. some of my relatives were there already. mane yg lain??mengecewakan. then, org dtg tak putus2. mum plak asyik nnges. i preferred to be silent, i was so speechless. kmudian, undang luak rembau dtg b'same toh puan , to show their concern towards rembau people.

sepanjang berada disitu, byk kali aku ckp sorg2 dlm hati. btl ke ape yg t'jadi nie??sungguh ku xpercaye. but at the same time, i feel so glad that no one was there when it happened. klw la time tu family sy ada kt dlm rmh, entahla ape akn jadi. around 3.30 pm, i went back to shah alam with my uncle who was willing to send me back. klw nk di ikutkn, mau saje stay kt sane teman mum. tp dia suruh sy balik shah alam jgk sbb isnin sy ada class smpai ptg. she said, i dont need to skip the class and i dont have to worry about them. sy pn pulang ke shah alam dgn penatnye and sedih sgt dgn ape yg dh jd. hmmm. tuhan ada sebab mengape dia turunkn ujian itu kepada kita kan??so, these are the pictures of that day. sedih kan??:((

mkn sebentar di pekan rembau, rmh dh takde mcm mane nk masak kan :(

family members bkumpul kt blkg rumah, cantik kn view kt rmh sy??hijau je. sgt tenang..~

irfan, dua pupu sy. i believe someday he will be a good football player.

dapur..yg kt hujung tu bathroom, xterbakar sgt sbb diperbuat drpd batu.

the one who is wearing red tshirt is my mum. lemah btl dia hari tu. tak tertanggung mata sy tgk dia..

my room, jiran ckp bilik sy yg plg t'akhir skali t'bkr.. :'(

nie gmbr yg sy ambil dr jiran sy. time nie lbh kurg pkl4.30 pg, bomba tgh nk padam api.

skrg nie, family tggal kt rmh pak cik sy, who is mum's cousin. kebetulan pak lang ada 2 rmh, so dia bg family tumpg sane kejap sementara nk tggu rumah baru siap under skim Rumah Mesra Rakyat. tiap2 hari, my family still lg berulang alik dari rumah pak lang ke rmh kami di kmpung. wpun rmh dh takde, they still need to go there because org slalu dtg sane. last tuesday, khairy jamaluddin who is the ahli parlimen for rembau came to visit my family. thanks for showing the concern. hopefully everything is going well there. amin....~

hello 2010!

salam everyone..

masih belum terlambat lg kan utk wish selamat tahun baru 2010..

what are ur new year's resolutions so far??

have u achieved ur last year's resolutions??

utk tahun ini, azam tahun baru sy masih sama seperti tahun2 yg sudah.

looks like, sy masih lg blum dpt capai azam sy tu.

hopefully i can reach the target successfully.

okey, i'm at pj rite now. quite tired but still awake, sepatutnye sudah tido nieh.hihii ;D

woke up quite early today, from rembau to bangi - rumah uncle.

his children, the four twins, which are my cousins had their khatam al-quran.

and pak ngah did a kenduri tahlil after that.

then we went back to pj, i was supposed to go back to shah alam after that but, since my family tido kt sini mlm nie, i decide to just go back to shah alam tomorrow..

and class start isnin nie. * sigh

hopefully kwn2 sy tidak terperanjat melihat perubahan saiz badanku ini yg dh makin tembam.huhuhu..

ape tidaknye, hati senang tak pyh nk fkir ape2 time cuti wpun ada la jgk kdg2 yg m'gnggu kepala otak nie.

haaaa..nie la antara bnda yg sy bwt time cuti semester kali nie.

tgk konsert sempena kedatangan YTM N9 ke rembau, haaa benda yg kt kepala sy tu, sy sendiri yg mintk mak belikan. mcm budak2 kan??ah lantak lah..;p

g jalan2 dgn schoolmate, syima, fara and ikin. ended up main kt playground. hbs smue permainan kitorg try. huhuhu

skali skala jadi budak2 ape slhnye. huh. mmg bkn sy nie budak2 ke??ngeeee..

aktiviti hujung minggu,pegi wedding.

panjat blkg muhammad (dikira aktiviti jugak). sy rase lpas tu badan dia sakit2 jgk kot. agkt anak gajah la katakan. hohoho.

main ujan secara tak sengajanye dgn baby muchi.hihihi..

teh tarik place, the curve.

ladies day out, with lovely cousins. i had fun with them :))

destination - red box karaoke. melalak smpai naik muntahla tekak nie.

pegi wedding ibu punye adik lelaki kt setapak

selain dari itu, makan, tidur, tgk tv.

makan, tidur tgk tv.

smpaila badan naik beberapa kg, mmg terukla kan.

skrg nie merabai nk cari diet juice yg sesuai, and nk g jogging.

insyaAllah..klw sy rajinla..

hak tuihh, rajinla sgt..huhu...

ok laaa, sekian sahaja entry sy pada kali ini.

mau tidur, mimpi yg indah, bgn esk pg, balik shah alam..

ouhhh tidakkkkk...

gudnite people!;D