wedding wedding

yesterday's wedding

today's wedding, my 3rd sister n the youngest one

my 2nd sister

been very busy attending many weddings, esp on weekend.
meanwhile, i only bring 2 baju kurungs from shah alam, haihhhh.
juzt now, we went to air terjun ulu bendul.
too bad, it was raining when we arrived there.
but there were still many people there..
the place is just nice.
hmmm..
recently, i almost fell in love with someone,luckily i was being careful enough.
i thought when i have a bf who is much older than me, i'll get myself more mature.
but, something else happened.
it turned out to be bad, seems like i made a wrong choice.
i feel glad, because i realized at the first place.
so, it's not hurting at all.
i know it's very hard to find a real true love.
just go with the flow.
that's it..

bila mau pulang nie??

sudah hampir 2 minggu sy kt sini, my second home PJ. i've been here since the last aidiladha. stay kt sini xboring sgt to be compared stay dkt rembau. and, sy jd lg tenang n tabah. because the cousins are here, takdela asyik t'ingt je mslh yg buat kepala nie serabut. maybe i'll be going back to rembau this friday. furthermore, i miss my mum already. and budak kecik yg byk ragam tu. huhu.

and.....

i miss you, it was fun talking to you that night. wpun sy tgh sedih that time, but bila dh gelak2 dgn awk rase relieved sgt. diam xdiam, we've been friends for 2 years ++ already :)

confused

tidak berniat utk benci, tetapi terpaksa membenci

tidak berniat utk melupakan, tetapi terpaksa hiraukan

tidak berniat utk melenyapkan perasaan sayang ini, tetapi terpakse utk buat begitu

tidak berniat pun utk mengguris perasaan, tetapi hati ini lg terlalu byk diguris..

arghhh! ape saje yg saya mengarut nie. biarkanlah, janji sy rase tenang. peduli ape org nk ckp ape pn psl sy, they dont know the true story so better shut ur fuckin mouth.

currently watching..

i used to love watching chinese dramas before, esp from taiwan and singapore. then after dh masuk uitm, terus dh jrg tgk those dramas. recently, sy ter tgk la this drama kt astro AEC. bila first time tgk tu,mcm best je. then terus minat. but then rase mcm xblehla nk tggu drama nie kt tv every monday,tuesday and wednesday. terus tgk kt you tube. huhu. blm hbs lg tgk drama nie, byk sgt episode nie.

You're My Destiny, a drama from taiwan. it's about these two people got into one night stand secara xsengaja nye because they were drunk at that time. then, the lady got pregnant, the guy had to be responsible and they get married. it's a funny drama actually because perangai dorg tu, but then when it comes in the middle of the story, jadi sedihla plak smpai sy menangis kot. because that guy actually dh ada gf, and the gf xtau pn that guy dh kawen sbb dia dkt new york. bila the gf dh balik taiwan, lots of things happen..till now, i'm still watching it..tah bila la nk hbs nie..huhu..

please la

stop calling me or texting me, i am no longer the one who had loved u so much before. u are juz an annoying person to me. really. i dont want to befriend with a person like u,who doesnt know to appreciate people in ur life. and i dont lose anything if u're not my friend. i'm happy with my life, and i'm about to forget u. all u have to do is just, STOP contact me. if u still do, u are such a DISGUSTING people. dont be like "sudah ludah, jilat balik". and plz read this,

GO AWAY..........

and i mean it.