new raya hair

seriously, i juz like my new hair..

for the first time saya potong rmbut pendek, agk tkut jgk kot2 la xmenjadi..

but then after dh potong tu, rase puas hati sgt2..

i dont mind if other people ckp tak okay, as long as, i like it! :)

mmg dari puasa hari tu berhajat nk potong, and finally i did it, itu pun mlm raya pertama baru potong kt seremban. hahaa ;D

bestnye xpayah nk rase rimas2 rmbut pnjg n ikat rmbut..

hihii..

people, what do u think??

selamat hari raya everyone

sunday is hari raya, insyaAllah.

so before that, selamat hari raya to all of my friends

mintak maaf byk2 if slame nie saya ada bwt korg terasa or kecik hati

and some other more..

mintk ampun and maaf

smoga raya tahun ini memberi seribu makna bwt kita smua..amin..

take care of urself people

i love u!

selamat hari raya!

:))

no suitable topic for this entry. how i wish i could tell u people how much i'm suffering now. how i wish i could write about my feelings, and share with you. how i wish i am happy. i have cried a lot, that's what the only thing i am able to do. it's hard to accept the fact, it's hard. today, for real. i'm letting him go. i'm no longer in his heart, i'm no longer the one whom he loves so. eventhough i took time to accept his love before, i had beautiful days with him after that. but it was all become memories now. enough is enough. let me feel the pain, alone.

God..how i miss him so much :((

can u see the happiness on my face??it has gone now.

maafkan saya ustazah

saya skip class CTU..ngeeeee...;D

bkn ape,baru t'ingt yg slame nie xpenah ponteng CTU pn..

jd ape lg,gunakan la kuota yg ada..hihu..

sorry ustazah,xberniat pn sbnrnye..

di sebabkn kt dlm class marketing td dh terlampau ngantuk gile,so rase mcm xnk pegi CTU..

plan mau balik tido,haa skrg mane tidonye???

ngadap dpn laptop ada la..

hahahaha..

teringin

salam..

tiba2 teringin sgt nk bace balik novel nie..

the last time i read it when i was in form 4/5 i guess..

it's one of my favourite novel..

trademark crita dlm novel nie,cinta puding caramel..

mmg bleh bwt org kt awang-awangan bila bace..hahaa..

skali skala,pe salahnye kn..

cuma susah ckit nk dptkn novel nie skrg..

sbb dh lame kn,so dh xde da kt kedai..

dulu aku pinjam je kt kwn..

so,aku pn g la kt blog penulis novel nie,anis ayuni..

i asked her how to get this novel..

dia ckp,bleh g terus kt alaf 21..

google alamat alaf 21,kt shah alam!yes2!

cuma xtau kt mane..huhu..

will try to get this novel ASAP..

xnk pinjam,this time nk simpan sendiri punye..

huhu..

air mata ini menitis kembali

bila terlampau rindu sgt kt dia..

bila terasa yg aku bkn kt dlm dunia dia lg..

and when i shouldn't contact him..

terasa begitu sakit,and feel the suffer..

air mata pn mengalir lg..tidak dpt di halang..

how i wish it's only a nightmare..

how i wish he is still mine..

what should i do??what should i do???

:((

recovering.

assalamualaikum..

for now,aku sdg blaja utk tido without lily and the black tshirt which i always used to sleep with. it is because i'm trying to avoid some stuffs that will remind me of him. klw t'nmpk,aku terus jd emo. nk buang, syg pulak. for now, emosi aku msih lg xok tp aku cuba utk bwt2 bz so that aku bleh leka n xingt pn psl dia. cuma bila bf kak su (ketua rmh) call, aku sentap ckit ar sbb dia guna ringtone yg same gak mcm aku guna utk dia dlu. the song 'cinta antara kita' which i loved to hear but not for now. now dh xguna lagu tu dh, i've deleted his phone numbers. bila nk contact dia if ada hal pntg, merabai aku nk ingt number dia balik. gahahaha. number celcom aku sendiri pn aku xingt kot. heh. again, wanna say thanks to those people who had given me advices so that i can move on. ada gak a few of his friends sndiri yg bg nasihat n support aku. terharu. sbb ada yg aku xpnah jumpe pn. thank you people!:)

eh,comeyl tak??hahaa..

ok la, mau tido. gudnite sayangss! i love u!

mwa mwa!:-*

jaja aisyah

i love u though it hurts

salam..

i was so damnly happy last saturday..

xde pkataan yg dpt m'gambarkn betapa bhgianye aku,to be by his side..

rase mcm xnk hari itu b'akhir..

we met at seremban,i picked him up at ktm station and drove ahead to jaya jusco seremban 2..

then we went straight to TGV,there were not much movies to watch and finally we decided to watch i love you,Beth Cooper..

hmm..for ur information,that was the first time we went out as friends only..

we have no more serious relationship..

while waiting for the movie to start,we walked for windows shopping..

ntahla,aku sgt happy la time tu..xtau nk ckp mcm mane..

we made jokes and acted like as usual..mcm still lg a couple..

but it's sad to know that was the last time we met..

only Allah knows how i feel for now..

i'm totally lost..

focus aku kt study mkin hilang..

whenever i try to concentrate,fikiran aku trus melayang t'ingat kt dia..

to be honest,my emotion is unstable for now..

bleh jd gila agknye lepas nie..

sorry people,for being not like before..

megat mahathir..i dont care if people call me desperate or whatever,do know that i love u so much and i'll wait for u to come back to me,eventhough i know it's impossible....~