by his side ; )

currently,i'm enjoying our quality time together..here we are,in starbucks seremban parade..thanks for coming syg..i love u..now,dia tgh buat muka bosan sbb aku asyik mngadap laptop je..ksian..hahaa..i love u syg..i love u..;)

bosan.

due to my so-so financial,i prefer to stay in the room rather than joined ina and nana to sacc mall..since my last paper is on monday,i'm thinking to have a rest for today,n start studying tomorrow..megat is studying Law subject now,n i dont want to disturb him..luckily masham left her broadband here,at least i can surf the internet..i pinjam eyh masham???aihhh..but then,boring gak..aiyohhh..should i text him??no,i shouldn't..gahhh..i miss him..should i??if he's not buzy,he'll text me..ok,will be waiting for him..xmau kacau,furthermore,the Law subject is the tough one..alrite jaja..juz sit here diam2..jgn kcau dia..hmmm.....~

ouh..rite after i woke up this afternoon (slept at 6 am),that guy (amy) had replied my msg..he said,the tshirt is RM25..quite cheap..he'll give me the tshirt when i go to lepaq..i chose the black orange one,after i asked opinion from ina..i think i'll just ask ain to take the tshirt from me..xtau bile balik pj lpas nie..neway,this is the design of the tshirt..sy belinye sbagai tanda sokongan sy terhadap arabella..; )

missed!

alahai...my favorite band,Arabella had just performed at lepaq cafe last saturday..juz checked out their performance schedule at their myspace,if tgk awal maybe dpt tgk kot..itupun klw ain balik pj la last week..adehhh..sudah jatuh cinta pndg pertama kt band tu,when i watched them performed at lepaq last 3 months i guess..their music is acceptable,and the vocalist (Amy) can sing any genre songs..one word i can describe his voice,flexible..anyway,juz got his number and juz sent a msg to him..kind of interesting on buying their tshirt..hopefully he'll reply tomorrow morning..can't wait!=))

check out their myspace ;)

http://www.myspace.com/babyprogressive

* aku nie dh kira promote dorg nieh..heh..

tak suka

i was looking at someone's facebook,
and suddenly i saw a picture in that someone's photos album that makes my heart beat fast..
i dont like it,eventhough they are just friends now but i juz dont like it..
seriously..
eughhh....really kills my mood..
i hate u!

special dedication

suddenly,feels like want to make this special entry for the bf,megat mahathir bin megat afandi..since he's 19 now,so let me tell u sumthing about him..before that,ampunkn sy bby!huhu..~ no la,it's actually..last nite,me n aimi borak2 kosong kt bwh..until 2.15 am..it was fun,meluahkn ape yg kitorg rase..kn masham??but the topic was about,the guy in our lives..then,suddenly felt like i'm so lucky to have this one guy who is being very care of me and love me as well..to be in love with a guy who is a year younger than me,is something new..dia sgt comeyl,so do his characters..aihhh..slalu jgkla aku gelak mcm setan sbb prangai dia tu..hihii..one thing for sure,i'm the one who is being childish..makanye,mcm aku plak yg lg muda dr dia..hahahahaa...;D

having a boyfren who is studying law is totally different..nk2 lg if he's a debater..lgla plak..knape??asal gduh je mesti dia yg menang,tension tul...then hbsla smue law terms dia kuarkn..federal constitution la,article bla3,human's right,etc..heh..sumtimes i play cheat..aku buat2 la merajuk,trus dia mngalah..hihihii..biarlah,jnji aku menang..weeee...~ dia plg bengang bila aku ckp;

me: eyttt,hormat ckit org yg lg dewasa dr u bleh tak??(menyakat)
him: fine!!(bengang)

me: heh budak nie..xpadan plak dgn umo 19 tahun ada hati nk hug org..
him: yelaaa...i sedar i nie sape..(bwt suara sedey)

me: adik2..adik dh mandi ke blm??
him: ye kak jah...adik dh mandi dh..(smash)
me: (ciss bedebah kau pggil aku kak jah)

hahahahhaa...for sure,i'm very happy to be in love with him,i love u bby..sumtimes,i ksian kt u sbb u t'pakse bertahan dgn prangai i yg mcm2 nie..i'm sorry dear..ok,serious mode..ckuplah dia yg terakhir..always pray that he's the one..seriously,this relationship is unexpected..but still,i'm grateful to have megat mahathir in my life..xtipu!he was with me when i was so frustrated with someone that i had been loving for a year..klw dia xde time tu,xtaula what would happen..thanks syg..i love u very damn much..hope to see u next week,rindu sgt kt u!mwa mwa!


truly me,
jaja aisyah

please,i dont want to face it anymore

i had been through this pain when i was in pre TESL before..it's like,there was a swollen on my leg and it became worse day by day..it takes time to grow and it takes time to recover..i still remember,i cried a lot that time because it was so painful until i couldn't walk..even after kak nisah (the RS) had sent me to the clinic,the pain was not reducing..too bad that time my room was in level 4,so i had difficulties to go for the class..the painkiller did not work very well as i still could feel the pain..that swollen thing affected my leg,hip and waist,it made me couldn't walk..

why am i telling u this??it's because,there's a swollen near my thigh and it is just like i had before..i'm having some difficulties to walk and sit rite now,the right leg is getting weak..i can feel like,this is the same as what i had before this..i really don't want it to be happen,because my final exam has not started yet..i'm scared,really..i need to hear someone's voice but..nemind..i think i'm gonna be ok..yes yes!

* wish me luck in my first paper tomorrow,critical thinking..

dear masham

it hurts me when i saw u crying
because i have felt the same thing too
really,n i'm so sorry
i know it will take time to recover
i told u because i love u,yes i do
but i had to tell u syg,though it's really painful for u
i care for u,i care for u
someday,there will be someone who is meant for u,janji! ;)
and the person will make u happy
more than u feel now
i will pray for u..:)


love,

busyuk

update update

went to mimpi theater last sunday at istana budaya..it is an adaptation from Shakespeare movie into Malay language..the actors are from part 6 TEKA students (theater department) so it's like we support them la..hahaa..at the beginning,the story was quite boring but it turned to be funny and there were some jokes yg buat aku tergelak gile2..huhu..overall,4 stars out of 5..well done TEKA students!(yg terlibat jela)

me and kak quelen in the bus


nana


istana budaya and me.


hello pakcik ice cream!;)

from my heart,really.

bad surrounding, i juz hate it. bila nk mintak tlg, tau plak pegi kt aku. i guess i'm too kind for those people. stupid. they dont realize they have been hurting me so much. really, and it's killing me deeply..forgive for the real me..i'm being me, n this is me..=((

* sgt kecewa..sgt2..

plz la

naik berbulu mata aku tgk dorg nie..nk bermanje2 pn tgk tmpt la weyh..aku pn ada bf gak..xdela nk beromantik lebih2 kt dpn public..kn syg???aku yg tgh mngadap computer nie jd xsenang dduk plak melihat babak2 romantis dorg nie..eughhhh...