the feeling

many things happen recently,n i almost wanted to give up..things are being different lately,as i wish if i can turn back the time..i'm so lucky to have friends who are so supportive and the bf who is being very care of me..i love u guys!mwa mwa!the financial is so-so for now,i dunno until when i can survive with only a few of 'puluh' RM in my bank account..thinking to do part time job in this sem break,but i'm still considering it..with the financial situation rite now,i dont think we can celebrate his birthday as we have planned before..but we have came out with the back-up plan,kn syg???cant wait for the day,though it wont be as what we want it to be..i love u darl..u have been pampering me a lot..n i think u shud reduce it,or else i will not be a really 20-years old lady..hahaaa...;D

ouh,before i forgot...

aisyah_akhmal@yahoo.com

jaja_caramel89@yahoo.com

add me up dude!sorry,need to change the ID for the sake of his feeling..and i did it because i love him!too much,from this heart..<33

earth hour

yesterday,me and my hzmate had participated the earth hour..actually only me,nana n ina were in the house..around 8.30 pm, we switched off the lights..after then,puncak people were starting to do the same thing too..well done UiTM puncak!all those 'lampu jalan' had been switched off by the management..so,puncak was at the dark for an hour last nite..hopefully we had helped the world to reduce the global warming which is done by human too..

gelap gulita~

after that,me n ina bantai g kandang watching AF consert and had our soup..nyam2!

currently,

i'm having tonnes of assignments and works to do..

the money is reducing..

still haven't paid for the broadband bill..

i'm being a mood swinger..

missing my pop corn a lot!very much!

i dont feel like wanna go home..

and i dont feel like wanna do anything!

the disappointment

trying to cheer up myself..


it's hard to forget it..


n the tears couldnt stop to flow..


how i wish i didnt make the phone call..


how i wish!

dear baby darl

i miss u so much until i cried that day..i'm sorry..for now,i rindu u sgt critical!suda msuk ICU dh nie..cpatla kluarkn i ke ward biase..i need u syg..cepatla muncul kt dpn i..i wanna be with u for a long time..n kalau la u bg i pegi melaka esk..i'll be glad to watch u again for the debate..but i know u care for me,n that's why u dont allow me to go there..good luck my pop corn..u're going to MMU melaka rite after this for Malaysian Open debating competition..i know u can do it..make UiTM kuantan proud..all the best..mwa mwa!

credits to yaya M.A.K.I! ;)

the feast

behind the scene..

the result..





madd!



aktiviti waktu tgh mlm..-lepaq cafe!

bersama family tercinta~

being with them is more than enough..because they are the only people who know me very well,and they know the true me..i feel so uncomfortable in puncak..it's like,my heart is always at home and family..and i miss my secondary school friends..di manakah korg..ikien..ema..ezzah..fara..inah..dijah..tikah dll..i miss u so much!n the guys..krel..am..cegon..kutu..capiq..kecik..hafiz dll..u guys know who i am rite..hajar yg gedik,childish and sgt manje..guys here are not the same..they feel that i annoy them..i miss all of u!cepatla bwt reunion..!=(( still being hypocrite until now..i smile but deep inside my heart,i cry..sorry friends,i am not who i am for now..

* cepatla cuti!ku mau spend time dgn korg!

buzy buzy buzy

i cant have enough rest for now..will be having 2 tests for tomorrow..language & communication and japanese subject..fuhhhh..really challenge me..ouh,i'm in mdm doreen azlina's class rite now in menara..i felt dizzy once i reached here and i pushed myself to go up the stairs..i couldn't stand it anymore,went straight to the toilet and vomit..that was the first time for me to feel that bad here..n i need my pop corn..if only he's here..=((

i juz did my presentation with ina juz now..overall,ok laa..as usual,my loud voice made people laugh..eughh..looks like i have to learn how to control this voice and be like an ayu one..wekkkk..=p n i'm going back to pj tomorrow..have a feast for the orphans on saturday..cant wait for it and also,to skype with u syg..i mish u so much though we juz met last week..aihhhhh...long distance relationship..it's ok,we're lucky than ip and yaya..;)

rumahku,syurgaku.

after i waited for the rapid bus like for an hour at puncak..after i took cab from giant to ktm station..after i exchange the train to seremban at KL station..and here i am,home sweet home!*sigh..bila mau dpt kreta nie ayah??

arrived seremban at 3.30 pm..it's a common thing to take 4 hours to reached home by those public transportation eventhough it's juz taking an hour by car..eughh..and that time,i had not taken any food..mum had told me to juz had my lunch at atuk's place,she was there..dad had been waiting for me,n i told him that i was so damn hungry..he said,lauk kt rumah atuk xbesh sgt..n i said ouh plz bwk kt any restaurant because suda lapar sgt..so,he drove to a restaurant sumwhere in chembong..as usual,kami b'pakat utk tdk bgtau ma so that dia xm'bebel..hehee..;)

for a kampung girl like me,eating traditional dishes really satisfy me enough..ku sgt bosan mkn bnda yg same kt puncak tu..and i'm so proud to be a kampung girl..never get ashamed on it..if any people have a different kind of look towards kampung people like us,i'll say,"hello,nnti kt sana ada kira org kampung atau bandar ka??" eughh..(sorry ter'emo' jap,huhu)

the best lunch..nyam nyam..

induk ajaked me to play bowling,n without any hesitation i replied with yes!huhu!it has been a while since the last time i played bowling..around 7.15 pm,pakcik n induk picked me up..angah and alang were going too..the destination,seremban parade..we played for 2 games..i did superbly bad in the 1st game..and i did bad in the 2nd one..huh huh..

serabai,bru bgn dr tido dr dlm kreta..huhu..


nmpk je bola tu straight,sat lg msuk longkang!


ok people,dont laugh..

percubaan pertama

before this,ku pkai contact lenses xde colour..because nk jimat n xtau nk pilih colour ape if nk pkai the colour one..susah gak jd org rabun nie..so,since now i can get the colour contacts with cheap price,i bought 2 pairs..one is green in colour,n the other one is pure hazel..special thanks to kak dahlia..krana telah m'dapatknnye utk aku..thanks kak! ;)

for now,i'm wearing green..;D

ok ke??i need ur opinion..tq!

* ouh,i'm going to main campus tomorrow morning..megat is there for national novice debate..can't wait to see u syg!hopefully!mwa mwa!;)

class encik rosdin aka abg ros..;D

to the bf; ku bersimpati terhadapmu..krana m'punyai gf sebegini..=p

cukuplah!ku sgt frust krana abg ros mau berkahwin minggu hadapan..isk2..=((

i'm ok,yes,i'm ok..

went to the clinic juz now..looks like,i have to continue taking the pills,again.. sudah stop mkn ubat last tuesdsay,because suda hbs..i thought everything would be fine if i stop taking it..but then,after i went through the pain juz now and my hands were shaking like hell,i decided to go to the clinic,seek for the doctor's advices..the doctor said,i'm ok..it's juz,i need help by the pills..but xbleh b'gantung sgt dgnnye,juz take it once in a 2 days..makanye,doktor bg ubat lg..that small yellow pills,which can help me on sumthing..aihhhh..smpai bile aku kne mkn ubat??

* ku sakit ape,di rahsiakn..harap maklum..;)